Where is God when you cannot take things any longer, when you feel your prayers are not answered…
He is everywhere, but he is not in your heart.
God loves us more than our boundaries on perception of love. He is a God of love, so why do you cry yourself to sleep at night, why do you suffer so much?
The answer is: There are things you do that are of the World, James 4:4, 2 Cor 4:18. The World is Satan’s territory, when you live like the world, you play a life full of games with Satan.
Only God really knows everything and why it happens.
Though all does work together for good, for those that love God( Romans8:28) and that is, why Jesus died for us, because God knew we would fall short everyday. And though trials( like rain) do cultivate good character ( like good fruit on a plant), including strength, self-control, patience, qualities needed for eternal life in heaven/ or paradise;
We Always must read God’s word and stay close to him because Everyone does reap what they sew. Get away from bad, immoral,mean, selfish, rude, terrible things! If your conscience is telling you to quit that, it is for a good reason! Satan will fill you with anger and tease you filling you with false power, then he will hurt you till you are borderline dead on every level of life.
If you seek God he will fill you with power so much greater and benevolently astounding than Satan’s trickery could ever give you. But you must call on God’s name for help, or he does not know you want him to intervene in your life, filled with pain and sorrow.
Prayer to God must be genuine and from the heart. You would not speak to your loved ones half-heartedly and in truncated, quick sentences, when you need help, and are in deep pain. Pour your heart out to God, he is your heavenly father. He will answer you, in perfect timing. While still in a state of struggle, because this temporary, imperfect life will always have some form of hardship, view the struggle as being beautiful too. The battles can smooth rough edges, and strengthen your soul. Make you wiser, and help you grow. God will not give you more than you can handle. Remember that.
Do not lose hope, Satan will tempt you to give up on God because he may not seem to be answering your dire requests, but God has much greater plans than those you have made for yourself, he will help you! After every storm there is a rainbow and a regrowth of life. Do not lose your fight! Pray incessantly, and never lose hope, READ THE BIBLE, With God all good things are possible.