God’s Heart is breaking

We hear it all the time, ‘God loves you, Jesus died for you; John 3:16,’ or at least we used to before the world shunned light 💡- and embraced the darkness movement of corruption through hatred and zero compassion.

Guess what: Adam and Eve were perfect.

Jesus was perfect.

The difference: one of those individuals was close to his dad in heaven, God Almighty Jehovah. Therefore he was more readily equipped to walk through darkness without being taken out super easily by the evilness and demons.

But something most people hardly ever let hit their heart fully is: what Jesus did was no ‘walk in the park,’ no  ‘piece of cake,’ was not what we even realize. He was perfect, but  anyone in a human body form, is so easily prone to sin and all that entitles: anger, pride, jealousy, selfishness, depression, anxiety, fear, confusion, deep pain, guilt, hurt, hubris, loss of physical strength, so many tears.

The closer you draw to God, obeying him, letting him bless you with Holy Spirit for whatever efforts, even small if that’s all you Genuinely have strength to do, the more you become like Christ, the less gullible, vulnerable, incapable of getting back up each time you fall.

And Jehovah God does have feelings too, I think us as humans never ever think about that at all, we think,  ‘Oh, well he’s the Almighty he can handle everything,’ well sure, but you do realize we are made in his image, and he like a loving Father, that he is, gets so saddened and upset when any of us,  as his kids get ourselves in such messes, and keep repeating the mistakes that cut us so deep. We hurt him because we never learn nor listen, he loves us, he knows, and just wants what is best for us.

I’m not sure honestly why us humans are so prone to keep repeating the same patterns of our mistakes that hurt us so much, we sometimes feel like it’s for love, to easily forget and forgive, because it’s our duty, because it’s the quickest, simplest way to ease pain ( going back to the very thing that gives you an instant happiness, then gets you in a horrible funk again), maybe because you are not supposed to give up, then when you want to listen to God entirely, the way of the world has only it’s foolish advice. Is this where all selfishness is abandoned by ALL, even if it means things are not the way you’d or even how they’d like it, but the way God would have it, for the sake of ALL humanity, what would God say?

Human kind has repeated history over and over and over, it’s historically insane,

Definition of,

Insanity: ‘Doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting different results.’


How about we really stop, breathe, and ALL make a difference, let’s make a change, let us help God save the world by one act of selflessness at a time, that God would be proud of♥️💭

What is done is done, but What needs to change to stop the cycle of madness: A bad habit? A too close association( even if a relative, no matter how much you love a person sometimes a person’s issues will never ever vibe well with your issues, and everyone has got issues, but if you know this, what has got to change  )? And remember ONLY God can change someone; if they want to work with him, so forget about trying to change someone, it’s too painful and NEVER works. A behavior? A way of thinking? These are just opinions of a flawed human writer, but food for thought. But you think about it for yourself, and ask God for guidance and to show you clearly, from his word the Bible ( the real Truth.) If things still don’t make sense don’t give up, ask him more questions, have a good heart, be patient, don’t lose hope.

Thank you God for all that you are, and for letting your son risk his life for us, so we could come to understand, it is NOT hopeless, nothing is hopeless, we love you, and thank you for ALWAYS being there for every single one of us( something no human can in his own will power be capable of.)


It is going to take.. FAITH.


Hebrews 11:1

 ‘Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.’

This world speaks of Santa, of magic, of unicorns, fairies, mermaids, dragons, elf’s, and wizards…and every movie you see based on these things always emphasizes one very important thing: ‘You gotta BELIEVE.’ It’s always the grown-ups (adults), in these movies that think all these concepts of magical and mystical creatures are completely bonkers, nuts, and say anyone who thinks of such things should go to the ward. It’s pretty much everytime in such movies, the kids, who aren’t afraid to stand firm in what they believe in, no matter how crazy their parents think they are, or how much other kids may make fun of them.


Now knowing this, realize that the return of the Messiah, the 2nd coming of Christ ( which there was And IS actual****  real EVIDENCE   for, ALL AROUND US. ) Hebrews 11:1 ***evidence


is going to require faith ( ‘child-like faith,’ don’t worry about what other non-believing people say, stand firm, no matter how crazy the world thinks you are, many many many are all very blind right now ( too much pride, hate, corruption, deception, lies, and love of what is not God).

Matt. 18:2-5

“2 He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. 3 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children,you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. 4 Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.5 And whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me.”

But God is the miracle…

the only perfect answer to all crazy and out of control, too many to count problems for humans EVERYWHERE.

‘You gotta Believe.’

Pay Attention to What’s Really Going On

Deut. 31:6

 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.🕊

( 2009)

( August 2018)



(3 days ago Dec. 2018)



12 The sixth angel poured out his bowl on pthe great river Euphrates, and qits water was dried up, rto prepare the way for the king.

Daniel Ch .10

On the twenty-fourth day of the first month, as I was standing on the bankof the great river, the Tigris, I looked up and there before me was a man dressed in linen, with a belt of fine goldfrom Uphaz around his waist. His body was like topaz, his face like lightning, his eyes like flaming torches,his arms and legs like the gleam of burnished bronze, and his voice like the sound of a multitude.

I, Daniel, was the only one who saw the vision; those who were with me did not see it, but such terror overwhelmed them that they fled and hid themselves.So I was left alone, gazing at this great vision; I had no strength left, my face turned deathly pale and I was helpless. Then I heard him speaking, and as I listened to him, I fell into a deep sleep, my face to the ground.

10 A hand touched me and set me trembling on my hands and knees.11 He said, “Daniel, you who are highly esteemed, consider carefully the words I am about to speak to you, and stand up, for I have now been sent to you.” And when he said this to me, I stood up trembling.

12 Then he continued, “Do not be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day that you set your mind to gain understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your words were heard, and I have come in response to them. 13 But the prince of the Persian kingdom resisted me twenty-one days. Then Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me, because I was detained there with the king of Persia.14 Now I have come to explain to you what will happen to your people in the future, for the vision concerns a time yet to come.”

Daniel 12

Kings of the South and the North

“Now then, I tell you the truth: Three more kings will arise in Persia, and then a fourth, who will be far richer than all the others. When he has gained power by his wealth, he will stir up everyone against the kingdom of Greece. Then a mighty king will arise, who will rule with great power and do as he pleases.After he has arisen, his empire will be broken up and parceled out toward the four winds of heaven. It will not go to his descendants, nor will it have the power he exercised, because his empire will be uprooted and given to others.

“The king of the South will become strong, but one of his commanders will become even stronger than he and will rule his own kingdom with great power.After some years, they will become allies. The daughter of the king of the South will go to the king of the North to make an alliance, but she will not retain her power, and he and his power[a] will not last. In those days she will be betrayed, together with her royal escort and her father[b] and the one who supported her.

“One from her family line will arise to take her place. He will attack the forces of the king of the North and enter his fortress; he will fight against them and be victorious. He will also seize their gods, their metal images and their valuable articles of silver and gold and carry them off to Egypt. For some years he will leave the king of the North alone. Then the king of the North will invade the realm of the king of the South but will retreat to his own country. 10 His sons will prepare for war and assemble a great army, which will sweep on like an irresistible flood and carry the battle as far as his fortress.

11 “Then the king of the South will march out in a rage and fight against the king of the North, who will raise a large army, but it will be defeated.12 When the army is carried off, the king of the South will be filled with pride and will slaughter many thousands, yet he will not remain triumphant. 13 For the king of the North will muster another army, larger than the first; and after several years, he will advance with a huge army fully equipped.

14 “In those times many will rise against the king of the South. Those who are violent among your own people will rebel in fulfillment of the vision, but without success. 15 Then the king of the North will come and build up siege ramps and will capture a fortified city. The forces of the South will be powerless to resist; even their best troops will not have the strength to stand. 16 The invader will do as he pleases; no one will be able to stand against him. He will establish himself in the Beautiful Land and will have the power to destroy it. 17 He will determine to come with the might of his entire kingdom and will make an alliance with the king of the South. And he will give him a daughter in marriage in order to overthrow the kingdom, but his plans[c]will not succeed or help him. 18 Then he will turn his attention to the coastlandsand will take many of them, but a commander will put an end to his insolence and will turn his insolence back on him. 19 After this, he will turn back toward the fortresses of his own country but will stumble and fall, to be seen no more.

20 “His successor will send out a tax collector to maintain the royal splendor.In a few years, however, he will be destroyed, yet not in anger or in battle.

21 “He will be succeeded by a contemptible person who has not been given the honor of royalty. He will invade the kingdom when its people feel secure, and he will seize it through intrigue. 22 Then an overwhelming army will be swept away before him; both it and a prince of the covenant will be destroyed. 23 After coming to an agreement with him, he will act deceitfully, and with only a few people he will rise to power. 24 When the richest provinces feel secure, he will invade them and will achieve what neither his fathers nor his forefathers did. He will distribute plunder, loot and wealth among his followers. He will plot the overthrow of fortresses—but only for a time.

25 “With a large army he will stir up his strength and courage against the king of the South. The king of the South will wage war with a large and very powerful army, but he will not be able to stand because of the plots devised against him. 26 Those who eat from the king’s provisions will try to destroy him; his army will be swept away, and many will fall in battle. 27 The two kings, with their hearts bent on evil, will sit at the same table and lie to each other, but to no avail, because an end will still come at the appointed time. 28 The king of the North will return to his own country with great wealth, but his heart will be set against the holy covenant. He will take action against it and then return to his own country.

29 “At the appointed time he will invade the South again, but this time the outcome will be different from what it was before. 30 Ships of the western coastlands will oppose him, and he will lose heart. Then he will turn back and vent his fury against the holy covenant. He will return and show favor to those who forsake the holy covenant.

31 “His armed forces will rise up to desecrate the temple fortress and will abolish the daily sacrifice. Then they will set up the abomination that causes desolation. 32 With flattery he will corrupt those who have violated the covenant, but the people who know their God will firmly resist him.

33 “Those who are wise will instructmany, though for a time they will fall by the sword or be burned or captured or plundered. 34 When they fall, they will receive a little help, and many who are not sincere will join them. 35 Some of the wise will stumble, so that they may be refined, purified and made spotless until the time of the end, for it will still come at the appointed time.

The King Who Exalts Himself

36 “The king will do as he pleases. He will exalt and magnify himself above every god and will say unheard-of things against the God of gods. He will be successful until the time of wrath is completed, for what has been determined must take place. 37 He will show no regard for the gods of his ancestors or for the one desired by women, nor will he regard any god, but will exalt himself above them all.38 Instead of them, he will honor a god of fortresses; a god unknown to his ancestors he will honor with gold and silver, with precious stones and costly gifts. 39 He will attack the mightiest fortresses with the help of a foreign god and will greatly honor those who acknowledge him. He will make them rulers over many people and will distribute the land at a price.[d]

40 “At the time of the end the king of the South will engage him in battle, and the king of the North will storm out against him with chariots and cavalry and a great fleet of ships. He will invade many countries and sweep through them like a flood. 41 He will also invade the Beautiful Land. Many countries will fall, but Edom, Moab and the leaders of Ammon will be delivered from his hand. 42 He will extend his power over many countries; Egypt will not escape. 43 He will gain control of the treasures of gold and silver and all the riches of Egypt, with the Libyansand Cushites[e] in submission. 44 But reports from the east and the north will alarm him, and he will set out in a great rage to destroy and annihilate many.45 He will pitch his royal tents between the seas at[f] the beautiful holy mountain. Yet he will come to his end, and no one will help him.


Revelation 22:7

“Behold, I am coming quickly. Blessed is the one who keeps the words of prophecy in this book [ the bible].”

God’s Words are the Eternal Truth

God’s Words ARE  the only Eternal Truth.. and it takes love to fully, truly understand.

( yes, even good messages and advice you hear on movies, shows, music, books, etc. may sound good, but may not be fully accurate.)

Communication is so complex even from human to human, let alone from God to human thru Christ or from human thru Christ to God. From human to human our tone, pitch, choice of words, body language, facial expression, and VERY very IMPORTANT, something people always forget to do, BEING SILENT, to TAKE THE TIME to LISTEN, and NOT talk over someone, can make the difference between a verbal attack and a difficult, but yet peaceful transition during a confrontation between two people ( it happens, fights happen. We are imperfect humans after all, but Forgiveness ASAP is vital). To have: ‘order in the court’ so to speak for a  fair trial, between two individuals that feel hurt or wronged, requires both the defendant and the plaintiff get the chance to share their side without interruption. Sometimes mediators are necessary for clarity, or if both parties cannot have self-control. Yelling usually comes when someone doesn’t get to  fully and accurately share what they need to, they then start screaming out words in desperation, and if that doesn’t work they try to hurt the other person with hurtful words because they may themselves feel wronged. Skip all that ca ca and just love, love never fails ( 1st Cor 13:4,8). At times it takes 10 times to get our words out right, with what our heart REALLY means, and not just the mean, but untrue things we say out of anger; so listening without interruption gives a hurt person the chance to feel loved and cared for and not just ignored and insignificant.

Thus, love, is needed for everyone, despite their differences in beliefs, ideas, feelings, culture, meanness, love covers a multitude of sin; not trying to change what is, but finding a way to love it still, and allowing God to do his work( while still of course captivating your own thoughts in Christ which happens by getting closer and closer to God by listening to ALL that he commands, which makes captivating your thoughts in Christ easier, with time).

The opposite of love is hate, so where there is hate there will never be truth, hate kills truth, divides everyone, destroys, angers, instills violence, ruins relationships, ends lives, and hurts God.


Hate: (Try Not NOT not to do this).

Name calling: ( you selfish, you proud, narcissist, hater, you ugly, you on and on, she/ he looks like a …)

belittling ( bringing up someone’s past, especially if they’ve taken up the bravery ( with God’s help) to move forward, and make changes.)

Pity ( no one loves me, a long time ago this happened to me,  life is not fair, no one ever does this for me..)

[Pride & Pity go hand in hand, where there is Pride, Pity often follows, because a person feels very hurt, but has a very hard time saying sorry, though they know they did wrong, but often are Not listened to ever, whole-heartedly by anyone either].  GOD ALWAYS LISTENS TO US ALL THOUGH, he knows our heart, no matter how jumbled up our words may come out.

Pride ( you got to be willing to own up when you’ve made a mistake and say sorry from your heart, and Forgive ( humans make mistakes, don’t expect a human to be perfectly reliable or 100% capable, we are imperfect humans, NOT perfect God). Even if you feel like a kid that just got out of his/ her room from time out after throwing the whole families’ dinner on the floor in tantrum, you still got to come out from your room at some point smile and keep living, not go to some dark place in your soul.)

jealousy/envy ( Is hate for what God gave You, and idolizing others and their stuff/ making them and that your God, thus hurting God).

making accusations

gossiping against


Jumping to conclusions ( haste makes waste) patience is key, slow down, stay silent, let God instruct you, don’t fall into any of Satan’s traps.

Fear, God does NOT USE FEAR as a tactic to get people to listen, he always loves.

There is a difference between loving rebuke and hate, a loving rebuke doesn’t set out to make a person feel  small. It uses the golden rule, do to others as you would like done to you( including speaking with respect). Before you act, ask yourself: what would Jesus do, what would he say in this situation?) A loving rebuke uses constructive criticism: actual step by step instructions that can be of actual use to another person.

( example: Hey Mary, maybe instead of getting so mad every time things don’t go your way, perhaps you try looking at it this way: God knows what is best for you, he is not gonna let you turn spoiled rotten, but he knows what you do need right now, and he never has let you down, right?)

“So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks*** it will be opened. 11 If a son asks for [a]bread from any father among you, will he give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent instead of a fish? 12 Or if he asks for an egg, will he offer him a scorpion? 13 If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!” Luke 11:9-13

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.*** 1st Cor13:4-6

  • 31 To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, 
  • If you hold to my teaching,*** 
  • you are really my disciples. 32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

John 8:31,32

18 The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth

Psalm 145:18

160 All your words are true; all your righteous laws***are eternal.


11 Teach me your way, LORD, that I may rely on your faithfulness; give me an undivided heart****, that I may fear your name.


17 Sanctify*** them by the truth; your word is truth.

John 17:17

15 Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed*** and who correctly handles the word of truth.

2nd Tim 2:15

8 If we claim to be without sin,***we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.

1John 1:8


Listen and obey  EVERYTHING God says, his laws are RIGHTEOUS( it is possible to listen to ALL his laws) it will require loyalty to God through VERY hard trials, but he GIVES the most POWERFUL STRENGTH and Mercy to conquer the Evil ( we will never be perfect like Christ, but we NEED to strive towards it like a warrior, not being one who is lusting, lazy, lying, lowdown, two-timing, proud and self-pitied, moping about the situation they are in, not realizing how much wrong we have all done, so it’s what we get; so better to get up now and fight now, start the process of overcoming it now, LISTEN to God now, before it eats you alive. And it will mean this feeling of freedom now, self-confidence, God having your back Deut 31:6, and a life that never ends ((The real fountain of Youth will be a gift from God). EXTREMELY soon to come.

God I know, there will always be someone that tries to break your sheep, you do everything right, they hate you, and if you do everything wrong they pick at you, but for that reason I pray give those that want to listen to you, the Faith to endure and where faith falls short, the wisdom, to overcome the hate of this world. Amen.